SEATTLE ó This is not the way that Aaron Hill wanted to start the season.
Nine games in and heís dragging a .184 average to the plate.
His body language the past two games has been one of frustration.
Thatís what a 1-for-7 game on Saturday and 0-for-4 outing on Sunday will do for you.
This is not the way Hill had envisioned his first week of action, a .184 average, no home runs and just one extra-base hit. He also does not have a hit against a left-hander (0-for-8).
The only plus is that he has driven in six runs but that is the lone positive stat in an otherwise sea of negativity.
Itís just a week in and already it looks all too familiar. It looks like last season when he flirted the entire year with the Mendoza Line and finished the year batting an embarrassing .205.
This was supposed to be the year of a bounce back. This was supposed to be the year that with the departure of Vernon Wells, he would assume a more pronounced leadership role.
Jeez, even new manager John Farrell constantly showered him with praise and showed great faith by slotting him fifth in the batting order when the season broke.
Farrell believed that Hillís stroke would return and when discussing 2010, he kept pointing to the 26 home runs he hit and kept up the chant that Hill was a power hitting second baseman, a real plus to have on a team.
But itís one week in and not a whole lot has gone right for the 29-year-old second baseman.
An injured right quad early in spring training kept him out of game action until the final 10 days and at the start of the season you could see that he wasnít yet moving at top speed.
Then the day before opening day, he was told by general manager Alex Anthopoulos that the Jays would not be picking up his option for 2014, that they would wait and see how the season played out before committing so much long-term money.
The quad is no longer a problem but being able to square up the barrel of his bat on pitches still is.
A hot start would have been ideal, would have been refreshing, would have erased any doubts that lingered from 2010.
Thatís what the stats say but when you talk to Hill, itís all sunshine and blue sky. His message is that itís early, there is no reason to panic and he truly believes that in 2011 he will make the return to the prominence that he showed in previous campaigns.
ďPersonally I feel fine,Ē Hill said prior to Mondayís game against the Mariners. ďIíve got my hands in a little different slot and Iím just getting comfortable where Iím at. I donít have any issues with it (his offence).
ďThe first couple of games I hit the ball hard. The Angels series wasnít great (2-for-15) but I still felt comfortable.Ē
Any mention of last season almost causes Hill to break into a nervous twitch and he dismisses the notion that a positive April is needed for the good for his overall psyche.
ďItís done,Ē he said of 2010. ďThis is a whole new year. Iíve just got to keep going because youíve got to make the adjustments. What Iím trying to do right now is simplify the swing. The bottom line now is that itís been only nine games. Obviously everybody wants to get off to a good start but thereís a lot of baseball left so Iím not worried.Ē
Possessed with a bubbly personality, Hill tries to think of himself as a positive thinker.
ďI always hope for the best and try to be the best,Ē he said. ďThe only thing that gets me in trouble is trying to be perfect. You practice perfection and hopefully good things will happen.
ďMy thing that I think everybody has to learn is that even though things arenít going well, the work that you put into it, youíre still doing everything that youíre supposed to be doing. The results arenít always going to be there sometimes but thatís not because Iím doing anything wrong.Ē
The game is tough enough, he said, without being a negative thinker.
ďNot getting down on yourself is a big thing because everybody knows that confidence is huge in this game,Ē he said.
Whereís his confidence right now?
ďItís nine games in,Ē he said with a laugh. ďOf course itís still good.Ē